is the day Hope promised me her accordion if she sold it...
I will take this to the grave (:

Cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start..

She's so ugly that he could cheat on me and I wouldn't even care anymore.
NOT saying that he's gonna,
or that I'd stay with him.
BUT SERIOUSLY NOW.

I'm sure no one wants to hear it, so then don't read it haha.
I could not be any happier.

Today I had some doubts when Andrea told me that Justin used to hit her up when he was in college,
Then Cheyanne telling me that he tried to hook up with her while he was still with someone else.
It just all scared me, even though he really never did anything wrong to me.
I spent the rest of the way home anxious and just really wanting to talk to him,
Thinking over and over again in my head exactly what I would say.
And hoping over and over again he would respond with what I wanted to hear.
When he finally called we got talking and I brought it up casually,
Trying not to get him upset and defensive, because I really was more concerned than angry.
He explained that he may have texted Andrea up then, but he's with me now.
And with the Chey thing, I'm not perfect either and I have cheated before, too.
He said he was glad I said something and he wouldn't do that to me because he knows things would never be the same.
It was exactly what i wanted to hear and my heart is back at ease.
I love this boy.

So I shall go over in the morning and cuddle for an hour before school,
Then hang out again after school.
And just never be happier till I go back and see him again.

My mind is moving 50 miles a minute.
But you're the only thing in it.
I seriously think I'm in love and it scares me.
But I could not be any happier with who I ended up with.
It's not common for me to think about marriage,
Especially at such a young age,
But I could not see myself in anyone else's arms ever again.
Lovee youu so much baby.

 *bigdstrom4 joined the room.
bigdstrom4: come smokee with me
kelseaa: caamm?
bigdstrom4: naked?//
kelseaa: get clothes on?
bigdstrom4: NO
bigdstrom4: I LIKE FREE BALLING
kelseaa: haha then don't get on cam
kelseaa: andd I'm freeee
kelseaa: free ballinnn


TYPICAL FRIDAY NIGHT ON STICKAM.
lmmfaaaoo fmlll.

They say that patience is a virtue,
Well bitch, I'm done waiting on you.

This is war.
Every line is about,
Who I don't wanna write about anymore.
Hope you come down with something
They can't diagnose, don't have the cure for.
Holding on to your grudge.
Oh its so hard to have someone to love.
And keeping quiet is hard.
Cause you cant keep a secret
If it never was a secret to start.
At least pretend you didn't wanna get caught.


Oh my tongues the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart.

I've never had a valentine.
It would have been nice to have one this year.
Happy Valentines Day.

DYLAN IMS ME AND SAYS sing me a song and ill sing it back to you

KELSEA: relax and take notes
while I take totes of the marijuana smoke


DYLAN:get aids while being laced with mace


KELSEA: we're in a race, with timee its a chase
so don't waste, livvin with haste
gime my my spacee, or your face I'll erase

DYLAN:live to fast, youll burn and crash
fall with tears, get killed in years
Make a choice, with the wrong voice
Lose the fate, die today

KELSEA:gay? haay its okaay. We all suck at rapping somedays. It doesn't always come natural to rhyme. But give it some timee, while I wait I'll buy a dime. Maybee snort a line?

DYLAN: Snort a line? die with time, you can say your forever, but your a failure to everyones eyes. So go snort your coke, Hope you fucking choke. Fall to the ground, Get stomped all around

KELSEA: years left and so much more to know, call me what you want, smut, hoe. but in a few years I'll be making the dough. Hopefully you'll make it out of high school by then though..

DYLAN: College couldnt get more harder for you, Even if you cant get into that certain college you pursue. Maybe your friends will help you out in the end. Or maybe theyll just kick you to the curb.duhh duhh duhh AGAIN

KELSEA: IM me all day and say what you say. But nothing you say effects me anyway. change from job to job from minute to minute, college? lets see if you ever get in it. this started as a joke about a line of coke, and maybe a bit of something to smoke. Take a breather, calm your shit. Here, take a hit?